Home sweet home~

Hiiiyah!

Sorry for being absent these past few days. Last week was hellish with 3 exams, work, packing for the move back home to Göteborg…all of the things really came at the same time! Like why don’t you just kill me now! So these past few days, I have had like 4-5 hours of sleep in total, talk about being dead tired! Had like these huuuge eyebags under my eyes, panda warning! But yeah, there wasn’t really any time to chillax and sleep either because there was just so many things that had to be taken care of and so many to say goodbye to before leaving. And i’m still not done even though school is over. I have like 2 more essays to hand in today and yet, i’m sitting here blogging…FML! 도와주세요 someone ㅠㅠ But but, i’ll just pull my last allnighter and finish these effing essays and then hopefully i’m done!

On a happier note, we celebrated our lovely friend Cal’s 20th birthday last saturday with a bunch of friends in the park, BBQing and just had a great time hanging out with eachother! The evening ended with a quick visit to the casino and me and wifey took the opportunity to say goodbye to everyone because we were both leaving Stockholm on sunday. Fortunately, there were not so many tears shed from the friends or else I wouldn’t be able to contain myself.

A pic from saturday. A part of the gang ^^ Took the picture from a friend hoho!

My tiny room in Göteborg with all of the stuff. So freakin messy right now and there’s like, no space to walk around at all.

Tired me without any make up. I look so dead hahah! T^T

But imma continue with my essays now and update more when I’m finished and feel more alive again! Meanwhile, listen to this awesome song which I found looking through David So’s videos yesterday. It’s a song called Don’t Say Nothin’ feat. JoJo with Jon Mcxro. Awesome song and such a nice beat!

Let’s get ready to rumbleee!!

Is it just me or is 2012 THE year for rookies in KPOP to debut? It hasn’t even gone half a year since 2012 started and yet, it already seems like 4387467426842086760 groups have debuted. We’re talking B.A.P, NU’EST, EXO, BTOB, JJ Project, Hello Venus…and then we have YG Ent. upcoming girl group, DSP Ent. upcoming boyband (think they’re called A-JAX…?) and many more to come…or has debuted that I even don’t know about. See, can’t even keep track of the new groups anymore or yeah well…when have I ever kept track of new groups anyways? (My sweetest lambchops EXO are an entirely different story!!)

Then we have this new rookie group, VIXX, from Jellyfish Entertainment who’s also ready to debut, more precisely this thursday on 24th. This entertainment manages very talented artists like Seo In Guk, Sung Si Kyung and Brian Joo and the newcomers, VIXX, are not an exception. They’ve so far released 3 teasers from their upcoming debut single, Super Hero, and they do seem very promising!

Although they may seem promising, I can’t say for sure yet if they’re good or not since they haven’t even debuted yet. All I can say is that they are going up for some hard ass competition because all of the rookies that has debuted so far are ALL so damn talented! If they don’t do something to make them stand out in the horde of the new rookie groups, (and i’m not just talking about competing over who’s got the weirdest group name!) i’m afraid that they’ll easily be forgotten.

Let the competition begin!

“Don’t laugh too much sweety, you’ll get fat.”

Today I got a little visit from my sweet little mommy from Göteborg. She came with two aunties who were very sweet and I met up with them to eat dim sum lunch at Lucky Garden. We didn’t get much time to hang out though which was too bad since it was such a nice weather. I’ve missed my mom very much but i’m moving back to Göteborg next week anyways so i’ll get to see her everyday. Will probably regret it because I have not been missing mamis nagging, hahah!

It hasn’t really sunk in yet that i’m moving back to Göteborg next week before I leave for Seoul in August. I haven’t even started packing my stuff yet…can’t believe that i’ve lived here for almost 2 years soon. But but, i’ll be back after Seoul! That’s fer sure!

Anyways, while we were having lunch, I got some…chinese “superstition-advices” or just some plain old auntie advices, I don’t know what to call them haha! But some of the things were:

  • Don’t laugh too much, you’ll get fat!
  • You shouldn’t have your hair longer than to your waist, so you should cut it! (She never really told me why though…)
  • Never marry a guy that is more goodlooking than you. They’ll end up leaving you.

So no laughing! ;~;

Oh! and btw! JJ Project’s new MV is out! Check it out!

Day 19: Your favorite solo k-pop artist

It was a hard choice, choosing between so many good solo artists such as Se7en and Hyori. But I think you guys may have already figured out who my favorite solo artist is and yes, you’re right! It’s my baby boo Jay Park! 

His music is exactly the kind of music I like to listen to. Hot, smouldering, sexy, babymaking kpop songs. Just my cup of tea! Maybe it was a good thing that he left 2PM after all and now don’t get me wrong, i’m a big fan of 2PM! But if he hadn’t left, we wouldn’t have had the chance to hear his wonderful music, for example Star or Abandoned. Those are just two of my favorite songs from him.

Here’s another favorite from him. You so naughty Jay hihi

Be With Me 2night (produced by Cha Cha, written by Jay Park) AOM PRODUCTIONS

Oo Jay Park, Cha Cha, Team AOM
Feel Good
This goes out to all the fine ladies out there
I’ll be like, Check

Oo girl just one glance you captured my attention
And Ooo girl your different from these girls that I’ve been sexin

I get lost in your eyes I’ll get lost in those thighs
Looking so good make a grown man cry
Look at those lips make me wanna take a sip
Got them swimming pool hips make me wanna take a dip 
Yeah

I’m loving your style 
I’m loving your smile 
You make me go wild
I’ll go jungle on yah

I don’t know what your status is but girl your the baddest chick
A special attractiveness cause your all I want
And we need to be alone
Just the two of us, two of us
Be with me 2night
Yeah

Girl i’m telling you we could have a party
And I’m telling you, you could get to know me
And I’m telling you, you should put it on me
Lets have some fun 
And we need to be alone
Just the two of us, two of us
I’m telling you that you should be with me 2night (2night 2night)
2night (2night 2night)
2night (2night 2night)
Oo yeah

Oo girl i know its mutual
The way you wanting me and I’m wanting you
Its just a matter of time

Baby wanna get to know you
Do you like a mans supposed to
I’m so serious
Its more than me being curious 
Yeah

I’m loving your style
I’m loving your smile
You make me go wild
I’ll go jungle on yah

I don’t know what your status is but girl your the baddest chick
A special attractiveness cause your all I want
And we need to be alone
Just the two of us, two of us
Be with me 2night
Yeah

Girl I’m telling you we could have a party
And I’m telling you, you could get to know me
And I’m telling you, you should put it on me
Lets have some fun 
And we need to be alone
Just the two of us, two of us
I’m telling you that you should be with me 2night 

Lets say your my hobby cause I’ll do you with a passion
Girl what you pitching I’mmah hit it like a fast ball
Make you say my name exclamation point caps on
Dag gon only chick badder than Michael Jackson
Yup and I’ll fuck yah tatts off once in a life time girl you’ve earned the last spot
Hit that ass raw and I’mmah make you gasp huhhhhhhh
Yeah your embedded in my head so get embedded in my bed/
Young cat but I’mmah veteran of sex
Gonna bust that in the middle center of yah legs 
Fuck rap better get ready for whats next

Be with me 2night
I promise I’ll take you for a ride
The ride of your life
Yeah

I don’t know what your status is but girl your the baddest
A special attractiveness cause your all I want
And we need to be alone
Just the two of us
I’m telling you that you should, be with me 2night
Baby

Oh Jay! ❤

Me-time~

Today I have done absolutely NOTHING school related and it feels sooo freakin good! I woke up late, ate, continued my Charmed marathon from yesterday, took a hot, looong shower, fixed my nails and just simply had some “me-time” to take care of myself after all the allnighters I’ve pulled for the exams. le face is like, all destroyed, after the lack of sleep. Had some major breakouts on the forehead and I just look…haggard, as my aunts would say in funny cantonese whenever they see me without makeup. They would always ask me if i’m sick or something because I look so pale and have these freakin huge panda bags under my eyes. Yeah, I know I hide it well. Love you too, dear aunts. Haaai… -__-

So now I’m sitting here, doing facials, which hopefully will make my skin look a little more glowy and refreshed! I went to wash and do a peeling on ze face first to clean it up so the mask could work it’s magic better. I decided to use my Missha facial mask enriched with Raspberry ingredient which is supposed to make my fatigued skin firm and nourished. Perfect for my now lifeless skin no?

One product I gotta recommend to you guys is The Body Shops Seaweed Pore-cleansing facial exfoliator. Really good if you have an oily/combination skin like me. I have like a reaaaally oily T-zone and it always feels so refreshing after i’ve used it. Smells really fresh too!

The last two pictures are totally unedited, haha! Fortunately, you don’t see my breakouts on the forehead! I’ve never been the type who gets a lot of zits though (lucky me!) so it’s hard for me, seeing my forehead all effed up ;__; Gotta take better care of my skin, huuu!

And oh! oh! oh! Excited much for JYP’s new group, JJ Project?! Hell yeah! But I won’t get too involved though ’cause they’re both 94 liners…pedo-noona warning again!! (EXO in my heart though! My little lambchops!! <3) Makes me miss 2PM…haven’t heard from them in ages. Please come out with something new soon! T.T But but, check out JJ Projects Bounce teaser! Very catchy I must say!

3 out of 4

Gaaah! 3 exams done and 1 to go but it’s not until next week though, fortunately. I’m so dead right now and i’m so tired that i’m just going to crash and burn in bed and die. Okey no, I downloaded all seasons of Charmed so imma have a little Charmed marathon and munch on some Nacho Cheese Doritos hoho! So much for this weeks training…ah well, some sit ups will do!

Now before I leave ya’ll, I just gotta post this hot and steamy Jay Park song from his newly released mixtape, FreshA!R:Breathe!T. 

Ladies and gents, Jay Park with “Do What We do”. 

Now, goodnight~

“Sweet dreams. Dream a dream of me. Don’t be afraid. I’ll keep you warm. Don’t worry.”

Think I jizzed in my pants when I heard Xias (Junsu) Lullaby from his new album, Tarantallegra which he released today. Haven’t listened through the entire album yet but the things i’ve listened to so far are gooooooooood!! You guys gotta listen to Lullaby. NAAOW! *__* His voice is so damn seductive here. I’m meltiiiiing!

 Lyrics:

By: Junsu Feat. 개코 Of Dynamic Duo
Lyrics: Xia, Fraktal
Music: Xia
Arrangement: Fraktal
Rap making-개코 of Dynamic Duo

[Korean]

잘자 내 아가 안아줄게 feel my arms so
잘자 내 꿈꿔 오직 너와 나만 있는
sweet dream 눈을 감고 편히 품속에 들어와
I just wanna make you feel my heart i’m ready
잘자 내 사랑 yeah 방안에 불이 꺼지고
편안한 옷차림으로 아무 말도 하지 말고
close your eyes 난 니곁에 너를 감싸 줄거야
잘자 부드럽게 속삭이며 my heart
네게 입 맞출 거야 ah
오직 너를 위한 자장가 내가 불러주는
Lullaby 들어봐 잠든 채 느끼기만 해
잘자 내 아가 안아줄게
feel my arms so 잘자 내 꿈꿔
오직 너와 나만 있는 sweet dream
눈을 감고 편히 품속에 들어와
I just wanna make you feel my heart i’m ready
잘자 내 사랑 yeah 밤 하늘엔 별이 비치고
이 밤은 너무 고요해 어떤 말도 하지 말고
close your eyes 아침이면 너를 깨워줄 거야
잘자 이 순간만 허락해줘
my heart 오늘 널 가질 거야 ah
오직 너를 위한 자장가 내가 불러주는
Lullaby 들어봐 잠든채 느끼기만 해
잘자 내 아가 안아줄게
feel my arms so 팔베개를 해줄게
잘자 내 꿈꿔 don’t be afraid
내가 keep you warm 걱정하지는 마
dream is dream but I wanna make you realize
내 맘 알아줘 내가 재워주고 싶은걸
잘자 내 사랑 yeah

내 품안으로 들어와 니가 벨 베개는
바로 내 팔이야 오늘 하루 어떻게 보냈어
내가 들어줄게 너의 밤이야
가볍고 포근한 이불
살짝 마른 너의 입술에 키스해
오늘 밤 일은 우리들의 secret like victoria
나른해져 너의 젖은 향기로운 머리카락에
붉은색 불빛 아래 네 얼굴 아이돌스타 저리가라네
다리 네 개를 포개 넣고 너와 나 몸으로 매듭져
단단히 묶어 넌 매력적이야
우린 좀 더 가벼워졌어
잘자 내 아가 안아줄게
feel my arms so 팔베개를 해줄게
잘자 내 꿈꿔 don’t be afraid
내가 keep you warm 걱정하지는 마
dream is dream but I wanna make you realize
내 맘 알아줘 내가 재워주고 싶은걸
잘자 내 사랑 yeah

[Translation]

Sweet dreams my baby. I’ll hug you. Feel my arms so
Sweet dreams. Dream a dream of me, with only you and I
Sweet dream. Close your eyes and come into my arms
I just wanna make you feel my heart I’m ready
Sweet dreams my love yeah The lights go off in the room
In comfortable clothes, don’t say anything
Close your eyes I’ll stay with you and embrace you
Sweet dreams softly whispering my heart
I am going to kiss you
A lullaby only for you. Listen to the lullaby I sing for you.
Go to sleep, just feel it
Sweet dreams my baby I’ll hug you feel my arms so
Sweet dreams Dream a dream of me, with only you and I
Sweet dream Close your eyes and come into my arms
I just wanna make you feel my heart I’m ready
Sweet dreams my love yeah there are stars in the night sky
The night is so silent. Don’t say anything
Close your eyes. When the morning comes, I’ll wake you up.
Sweet dreams. Please give me permission just for this moment.
my heart I’m going to have you today ah
A lullaby only for you Listen to the lullaby I sing for you.
Go to sleep, just feel it
Sweet dreams my baby I’ll hug you Feel my arms so.
I’ll let you sleep with your head on my arm
Sweet dreams. Dream a dream of me. Don’t be afraid.
I’ll keep you warm. Don’t worry.
Dream is a dream but I wanna make you realize.
Please realize my feelings I want to put you to sleep
Sweet dreams my love yeah

Come into my arms. The pillow you’re going to use is my arm. How was your day today?
I’ll listen to you. Tonight is yours.
Light and cozy blanket.
I kiss your slightly dry lips.
What happens tonight is our secret like victoria
I become languid, because of your wet fragrant hair.
Under the red lights, your appearance is better than an idol star.
Our legs overlap and our bodies tie tightly together. You are so charming.
We’ve became a little bit lighter.
Sweet dreams my baby I’ll hug you Feel my arms so.
I’ll let you sleep with your head on my arm
Sweet dreams. Dream a dream of me. Don’t be afraid.
I’ll keep you warm. Don’t worry.
Dream is a dream but I wanna make you realize.
Please realize my feelings I want to put you to sleep
Sweet dreams my love yeah

cr: XIAHpress & http://raa-tsubasa.blogspot.se

Beach 2012

IIIIEEEK! Excited excited! I just signed up for summer training in beach volleyball! I’m reaaally looking forward to it since it was like, 4 years ago I last practiced it. Started playing when I was 15 but sadly quit when I graduated high school. Now I only play it in summer with friends and stuff but I kinda miss the training sessions where the coach was like, going all hardcore on us, making us do all these hard ass exercises like crawling in the sand or these smash exercises where they would smash the ball at you, either hard or loose, so you had to like, spurt to the net and throw yourself in the sand. But that is one of the most funniest things to do I think, in beachvolley. Just the feeling you get when you and your partner are competing against another team and where you scream and cheer eachother on…brings out the adrenaline and the competitive side in me. There’s no other sport than beachvolley that makes me so happy and excited!

I remember when everytime I came back home from practice, I had enough sand on me to fill an entire sandbox. Okay, now I’m exaggerating but you get my point, hahah! My parents would always go ballistic hehe. Sorry mom! And the feeling you get after a really good session where you’re all sweaty and dirty and then you go and take a hot shower….sooo good!!

Right now I’m like, supermotivated to exercise and do a last minute “body ripping” before Korea! Think i’ve gained some weight since I moved to Stockholm, huu! T__T But but, imma fix it and literally live in the gym and beachvolley field this summer! And of course, work some too but I don’t want to work too much since I mostly want to spend as much time as I can with family and friends before I leave for Korea. It’s only 4 months left now! GAAH!! Too excited already! *O* untz untz untz

See you this summer dear beachvolley!